Days Like These, I Want to Drive Away

What craving everything, doing "nothing," and surviving it all really looks like

Aside from Autism and ADHD, I live with PCOS and chronic somatic sensory trauma, and I’ve had four miscarriages before—so days like this feel like emotional and physical tidal waves.

Today, I didn’t go to the gym.
I didn’t shower.
I didn’t “seize the day.”

I curled under a blanket with my laptop resting on my stomach, Encantadia playing softly in the backgr…